I am not chasing anything.
I am simply here
moving in sync with a number
that feels like it understands me.
I think about tomorrow.
Heavier breaths and heavier metal,
weights waiting like a challenge
that does not care how I feel.
The calm pace of today will be replaced
by the kind of effort
that makes muscles argue
and legs remember their limits.
Gravity stops feeling so heavy.
But for now
this beat holds me together.
It asks for nothing more than motion,
nothing more than showing up.
For now
this beat holds me together.